So I followed through with my resolution. ppl didn't care. my hypothesis was correct. maybe i should be a scientist. lol. yeah right. crativity is the way for me. i dont think i need a big entry for today. just these lyrics: Twenty - five years and my life is still
Trying to get up that great big hill of hope
For a destination
And I realized quickly when I knew I should
That the world was made up of this brotherhood of man
For whatever that means
And so I cry sometimes
When I'm lying in bed
Just to get it all out
What's in my head
And I am feeling a little peculiar
And so I wake in the morning
And I step outside
And I take a deep breath and I get real high
And I scream at the top of my lungs
What's going on?
And I say, hey hey hey hey
I said hey, what's going on?
Ooh, ooh ooh
And I try, oh my god do I try
I try all the time, in this institution
And I pray, oh my god do I pray
I pray every single day
For a revolution
And so I cry sometimes
When I'm lying in bed
Just to get it all out
What's in my head
And I am feeling a little peculiar
And so I wake in the morning
And I step outside
And I take a deep breath and I get real high
And I scream at the top of my lungs
What's going on?
And I say, hey hey hey hey
I said hey, what's going on?
Twenty - five years and my life is still
Trying to get up that great big hill of hope
For a destination
Great song huh. there you go. i love to hear it. its good when your happy or sad and everyone likes it. its a girl power song.
Trying to get up that great big hill of hope
For a destination
And I realized quickly when I knew I should
That the world was made up of this brotherhood of man
For whatever that means
And so I cry sometimes
When I'm lying in bed
Just to get it all out
What's in my head
And I am feeling a little peculiar
And so I wake in the morning
And I step outside
And I take a deep breath and I get real high
And I scream at the top of my lungs
What's going on?
And I say, hey hey hey hey
I said hey, what's going on?
Ooh, ooh ooh
And I try, oh my god do I try
I try all the time, in this institution
And I pray, oh my god do I pray
I pray every single day
For a revolution
And so I cry sometimes
When I'm lying in bed
Just to get it all out
What's in my head
And I am feeling a little peculiar
And so I wake in the morning
And I step outside
And I take a deep breath and I get real high
And I scream at the top of my lungs
What's going on?
And I say, hey hey hey hey
I said hey, what's going on?
Twenty - five years and my life is still
Trying to get up that great big hill of hope
For a destination
Great song huh. there you go. i love to hear it. its good when your happy or sad and everyone likes it. its a girl power song.
- Music:Whats Going on-4 non blondes
Song: 1 2 3 4 or Foundations or anything Ella... there are sooo many, music is my favourite.
Book:The Secret Life Of Bees
Color:orange
Saying:Perfect Isn't Easy But its Me!!!
Man this is to hard, and I'm making it for myself. I really don't know myself that well. how sad is that. Sometimes at school I act. Like I try to be super aussie, or cooler than I am, or like I don't care what others think. I think a lot of ppl do that. but no one cares because everyone does it. ppl r like "just be yourself" but HELLO!! what if ppl don't like it. then your stuck. I like to know useless facts. here r a few: 1. we have parasites in us. ew
2.US Dollar bills are made out of cotton and linen
3. Giraffes and rats can last longer without water than camels.
Thats just a few. I like to know stuff others don't. Heres something else ppl don't know: I really, really miss Australia. like a lot. but ppl would tell me to suck it up if they found out. so i keep my mouth shut. I get bored so easily. I guess thats sorta y I set this up. Out of boredom. I am making a resolution right now, i feel inspired, I will care less what others think.I envy those who act like it doesnt matter and I aim to be more like them.
5 steps to being more you:
Book:The Secret Life Of Bees
Color:orange
Saying:Perfect Isn't Easy But its Me!!!
Man this is to hard, and I'm making it for myself. I really don't know myself that well. how sad is that. Sometimes at school I act. Like I try to be super aussie, or cooler than I am, or like I don't care what others think. I think a lot of ppl do that. but no one cares because everyone does it. ppl r like "just be yourself" but HELLO!! what if ppl don't like it. then your stuck. I like to know useless facts. here r a few: 1. we have parasites in us. ew
2.US Dollar bills are made out of cotton and linen
3. Giraffes and rats can last longer without water than camels.
Thats just a few. I like to know stuff others don't. Heres something else ppl don't know: I really, really miss Australia. like a lot. but ppl would tell me to suck it up if they found out. so i keep my mouth shut. I get bored so easily. I guess thats sorta y I set this up. Out of boredom. I am making a resolution right now, i feel inspired, I will care less what others think.I envy those who act like it doesnt matter and I aim to be more like them.
5 steps to being more you:
- embrace your hobbies
- surround yourself with things you are
- act like you dont care what others think
- dont hide your feelings
- i don't think there are any others
- Mood:
confused - Music:ummm...britney,sorry
This is my first entry. I hate spell check. I really do. Today was same old same old. I got a super grade in science though, best in the class. Not to toot my own horn or anything. Have you ever heard a piece of music that sticks with you for a long time and puts a hole in your stomach. I love that music. It comes up over you like an electric blanket. Its fantastic. Music is so nice. I wish sometimes that my life was a musical. Don't you??? Writing is very enjoyable. you can say things you cannot say aloud. How about this: I lost a friend this week and I am glad. I can't say that aloud. Its not like an official "were not friends any more". She's just changing. Its not her fault, but its not mine either. She is so focused on boys. I think that she thinks that boys define a girl. Its just wrong. She also said that what happens around the world doesn't have an affect on her so she doesn't have to care. HELLO!!! wake up!!! man that bothers me. I want to change the world so how can i be besties with someone who doesn't care about the world? But enough about her. My brother is crying. ugh. I want to make a difference but so many other people do as well. I think that I might be another one of those people with big plans but not a big enough brain or motive. At school teachers say that you have to believe in ur self but that is like. really hard. ill keep trying.
xoxo
-m
xoxo
-m
- Mood:
calm - Music:Summertime-Ella
